God. Forever.

People are often unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered; God, help me to forgive them anyway.

If I am kind, people may accuse me of selfish ulterior motives; God, help me to be kind anyway.

If I am successful, I will win some false friends and some true enemies; God, help me to succeed anyway.

If I am honest and frank, people may cheat me; God, help me to be honest and frank anyway.

What I spend years building, someone could destroy overnight. God, help me to build anyway.

When I am blessed with serenity and happiness, they may be jealous; God, help me to be happy anyway.

The good I do today, people will often forget tomorrow; God, help me to do good anyway.

God, in the end, it is between me and You; it was never between me and them anyway.

not mentally, but physically!

We’re apart. I can’t do the things I want to do to make you feel better. I don’t know, I feel like a failure sometimes when I can’t be there for you, when you’re sad or pissed off. I always want you happy for some reason, I don’t want you sad. I never want you to feel down. I wish I could just come get you sometimes, right at that moment when you’re feeling down, and take you some where else. I hate that silence we have, cause I really don’t know how to make a person feel better over texting. I feel like a failure sometimes.. I want to do so much. But, I can’t and that pisses me off more then anything. I just want to hug you at that moment.. and take every ounce of pain you are feeling away.

What?

No matter what you do, somebody gets hurt. So would you stop thinking about what everyone wants? Stop thinking about what s/he wants, what your parents want. What do you want? What do you want?

its now a CYCLE.

I really don't understand you, one day you ignore me without giving a reason at all, the next you start talking to me like nothing happened, and then this cycle repeats itself.

Ang BATA mo pa.

Ang bata mo pa para sabihing pag ibig nga yang nararamdaman mo. Ano nga ba ang alam mo sa pag-ibig? Hindi ko sinasabing wala kang karapatang magmahal o tawagin ang sarili mong nagmamahal kahit bata ka pa. Ang sa akin lang ay malamang na hindi pa iyan pagmamahal. Dahil dadating ang araw na malalaman mo kung ano talaga ang pagmamahal. Napakalawak ng mundo, napakarami pang bagay ang pagdadaanan mo. Hinay hinay lang, dahan dahan, wag magmadali. Masarap magmahal pero masakit masaktan. Ingatan mo ang puso mo hanggang may pagkakataon ka, at wag tumulad sa iba na sa sobrang pagmamadali ng mga bagay eh wala ng pag-ibig na maibibigay sa tamang tao para sa kanila dahil naibigay na nilang lahat sa maling nagdaan. Mag aral ka muna, dahil dadating at dadating ang tamang tao para sa’yo sa tamang panahong itinakda ng Diyos. Hindi ko sinasabing wag kang magkagusto, magkagusto ka at gawin mo syang inspirasyon. Hindi naman kinakailangang may relasyon kayo para mabago ka ng tao sa mabuting paraan o para maging inspirado ka.

Wag mong tawaging pagmamahal yan, hindi pa yan pagmamahal. Bata ka pa. Tangapin mo ang katotohanan. Tangapin mo din na anu mang oras ay maaari kayong maghiwalay.

THiS!!!

The truth is I still care and always will. I'm not the type of guy to let people walk out of my life and pretend that they don't matter anymore. I may not like that person anymore or talk to her but, I still care. I'm always going to think back to my life and say I wondered what happened to so and so. I hope they're all right. I hope you're alright. I will actually mean it. That is the type of person I am. Once you're in my heart, you're there forever. I never stopped caring, I just stopped showing it..

Sa totoo lang, di ko gusto ang TWEEN HEARTS. why? Read more..

Eh paano eh, kababata ng mga bida. Tinuturuan atang mag boyfriend/girlfriend ang mga bata. Anu ba yan. Tapos yung mga kabataan kinikilig. AY! Ina-idolize pa nila. Yung mga nanay naman na nanunuod eh kinikilig din, sila yata yung tipo ng magulang na sasabihin sa mga anak nila na okay lang mag syota. Di lang naman kasi issue sa pagsyosyota yung pagbaba ng grades, yung buntisan, yung kalandian, yug kahihiyan.. issue din dito yung pagmamahal na nasasayang sa marahil tamang tao ngunit maling panahon..

I am a GUY! ;)

I am a guy, and I am very jealous of girls. Because, girls can hug, kiss and cuddle with each other without fear of being called as gay or lesbians. Girls share stories better with other girlfriends compared to guys who would rarely give a fuck of each others problems. Girls can gossip around and look cute and beautiful, rather than being dull, like most trying-to-look-macho guys. But then, I remembered that females get heartbroken real easily, fragile, weak, works a lot at home, get pregnant, get period pains and lots more problems than most men. And that's the reason why boys exist. We exist to protect you girls out there, and its a shame that its hard to find a good guy nowadays. And I'm proud being a guy. Someday I'll treat my wife better than a queen.

so unsure..

How I wish things could have turned out differently between us && I used to know you so well.

BEWARE! Eternal separation!

We must remember that no matter how contented or successful people appear to be, without Christ they are hopelessly lost and headed for eternal separation from God..

When you carry the Bible.. ^_^

When you carry the Bible, Satan experiences a headache. When you open it, Satan will have a nosebleed. Every time you read it, Satan faints. So how about, we read the Bible everyday, so that Satan will keep on fainting and by any chance, he might have a stroke and never wake up.

hey, hey you!. Remember me?.

I hate that I'll see something and want to tell you about it, only to realize that you don't care anymore, you're online, and its horrible knowing your right there, but I can't say anything to you, yet just the fact your presence is there comforts me, and I'd give anything for you to talk to me first again, just to tell me you miss me and that you were wrong. I just want to knock on your picture on the computer screen and say hey, hey you!. Remember me?. I'm still here, I used to mean something to you, remember?.

...

I sort of like being alone, it gives me more time to think.

Corrupt Communication.

Corrupt Words:

gee(Jesus) — euphemism for Jesus used as an introductory expletive or to express surprise or enthusiasm. This commonly used euphemism blasphemes the name of our blessed Saviour and Lord.

Note: an euphemism is “the substitution of an agreeable or inoffensive expression for one that may offend or suggest something unpleasant.”

jeepers — another euphemism for Jesus.

golly and gosh(god + shit) — euphemisms for God. When we use these words we are taking God’s name in vain.

darn — euphemism for damn.

heck — euphemism for hell. (Or could be hell + fuck)

Corrupt Expressions:

for crying out loud! — for Christ’ sake. Still using the Lord’s name in vain.

oh my god! — a very common expression used by adults and children. The Third Commandment says “Thou shalt not take the name of the LORD thy God in vain; for the LORD will not hold him guiltless that taketh His name in vain” (Exodus 20:7; Deuteronomy 5:11).

holy cow, holy mackerel, holy smoke — used as an exclamation of surprise, amazement, or bewilderment. The Bible says “He sent redemption unto His people … holy and reverend is his name” (Psalm 111:9).

Christian, perhaps you can think of additional words and expressions which God calls “corrupt communication.” Let us put all these words away from our lips and lives, and let the Word of Christ dwell in us richly. “Let us offer the sacrifice of praise to God continually” (Hebrews 13:15) and speak “that which is good to the use of edifying, that it may minister grace unto the hearers” (Ephesians 4:29).

“Set a watch, O LORD, before my mouth; keep the door of my lips.” Psalm 141:3

EACH killing moment..

Now I understand why some people get themselves drunk. It's not because they just want to get wasted, but because they want to escape each killing moment they spent every fucking night thinking about what's happening with their damn life. Of course they don't forget their problems, but at least they don't spend the night crying themselves to sleep.

That's how reality is.

People don't look at your personality first. People judge you automatically by your looks and then try to get to know your personality. But the second they don't like your looks, they don't get to know you.

The Remember Whens. :|

I kinda miss the bond we shared. haha I mean, who wouldn't miss that comfortable feeling with a person db? Where we could talk for hours about everything, anything walang pakielam sa mundo. tsk Can't forget all the ridiculous stuff we did. Stupid man yun or not, everything was just so fun. Endless nights (till 6 a.m.), real talks, the "remember whens" hahaha. lalo na ung stare pa lng tatawa na. Baliw eh. I remember it all. And it's funny what life does, how it could just give you things and take it away so soon. I really can't get it to my head that you grow so distant. (hope it's not too late)

a Brother's word for me.. ;)

aral mabuti... seryoso... minsan lang to... pag may work na, saka na bumawi sa mga na-miss ko... as long as I don't forget that I'm a Christian...

when you study in Manila, dami temptation... that's where the Fear of the Lord comes in... unguarded na kasi tayo kapag malayo, nung ako nag-aaral dito sa Manila at mag-isa ko lang, ang dali mag-fall, but it is always a choice, choose not to fail, kasi ang lahat ng pag-sisisi, dahil sa maling gawa.it's the least we can do... remind our brothers... the next thing is to guide them and help them stand again when they fall... that's what Christian brotherhood is all about...

we don't judge, we remind...

inSensitive. :|

You know what? Nagbago na ako. I'm not as nice as I used to be, because I don't want to get used or walked over,abuso ksi ung iba. I don't trust everyone and tell them my secrets, because behind every fake smile is a backstabbing bitch. I distance myself from people because in the end, they're only going to leave. I have changed because I have realized that im the only person I can depend on.

piling pilingan. :)))

Do you ever get that feeling where you don’t want to talk to anybody? Ako madalas. Eksistensyalismo? haha. yun bang ayaw mong ngumiti kasi you don’t want to fake being happy. Peo at the same time you don’t know exactly what’s wrong either din. Hindi mo alam kung pano ma-explain. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. Syempre may mga taong makikitid ang utak at magsasabing "lalim ng iniisip ah!" or "cge magmukmuk ka forever!" worst, pag malala ang kakitidan ng utak may magsasabi pa "emo?" Shooot! pero at least when you’re alone no one will constantly ask you what is wrong db? You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is WAIT. (How I wish nkakarelate ka sakin.)

reality..

This generation is so...geeez. People walk around shouting abuse at each other. People are together just for the sake of it, not because they have actually fallen in love. No more heart felt letters that would take a week to recieve. Now people send texts saying "Luv yooh bbygirl." Real deep. Some girls walk around with no respect for themselves and see nothing wrong with it. Some guys walk around blaring chavy music and try to impress their 'friends' with nothing. And everything is just going to go downhill from here. What's wrong with these people? I can't understand. When did everything start to change into this horrible mess that we now call Society?

Wish it would..

I want that feeling. When you take a deep deep breath tapos pakiramdam mo everything feels like it's going to be okay. Lalo na pag you feel discouraged or frustrated, there's those moments we have every now and then where we just need to pause and we get this feeling. If you know what I mean. Hirap explain e. Yun bang you just...you just feel like everything really is going to be okay. Like the world stopped spinning for a second, and everything was clear. I need more of those moments. Yeah! Kinda need 'em.

feels strange.

All this time, I've always been afraid of losing people I love so much. But sometimes I wonder is there anyone out there who's afraid of losing me? Well, I must be grateful for I know God's saving grace is with me. But why I feel like this? Uh hate this feeling.. Perhaps it is just my longing for that person. I just don't know. ah yeah I think that's it.

Teenager. (:

“Being a teenager is hard, harder than some can imagine, harder than some can remember. It’s those years you’ll never forget though you sometimes wish you could wipe them away. They seem to last forever, but when you look back, they went by so fast. Being a teenager is falling in love too fast, and too hard, talking for hours on the phone to your best friends, being talked about and talking about others. It’s being guilty when you’re innocent, it’s standing out and fitting in. It’s when you have a million questions that will never be answered. Being a teenager isn’t something you can really describe, unless you’re living it at the time. It’s dealing with life when it crashes on you, and trying your hardest to live through it. Everyone has their tough times. Everyone goes through something, but being a teenager, that’s when you feel everything at once. When you’re in love, you’re really in love, when you hate someone, you despise them, when you’re lonely, you’re miserable. Being a teenager is something you always have to go through, and it’s the best and worst years of your life. Being a teenager isn’t anything-it’s everything. It isn’t a big deal-it’s a HUGE deal. And while you’re being a teenager, you ought to live it up, because this is the one chance. The one time, you’ll be young, and free, and careless, as teenagers usually are.”

aaaaaa-aahm,.

Why can't I feel anything from anyone other than you??? hmm.... ;)

Horrible and uneasy..

Alam mo you can't help who you fall for, and no matter how hard you try and how much it hurts you, bsta araw2 you just want to be with them or just talk to them and you can never stop trying to make them happy because that's what keeps you going..hehe buti nlng may blog. waaa. may napagsasabihan. cgi. til nxt tym ah. Bye..

i did everything right for someone that does everything wrong to me.

Well, hanggang ngayon di ko pa din alam kung anu ba tlga nkpag trigger sken kung bkit ako natutong pumalag. Siguru dahil na din sa mga ginagawa niya sa akin noon pa. Sadya lang napuno kanina.. Pero siguru mas ok na din to. Naawa na ako sa sarili ko sa totoo lang e.. loss of self-worth ika-nga.. Alam ko, simula na naman to ng sleepless nights. Ito na naman aku. iyakin tlga! UH! pero sna Lord sa huli,kundi man ngayun sa mga susunud na araw o buwan o taon. Marealize nya na para naman sa kanya lahat ng ginagawa ko. Para sa ikabubuti nya. pero Lord bkt hinde nyia makita un? tskk. Di bale na, basta naipakita ko kung ganu ko siya kamahal. na kaya kong magpakatanga para lng sakanya. haay. So, I therfore conclude na sa pagmamahal,.. dalawa lng yan kung either ikaw ang magpapaiyak or ikaw ang paiiyakin. Unfortunately for me, I chose the 2nd one. I think its time for me to wake up because life goes on. Simula na ito cguru yung tinatawag nilang "Moving on". Lord, help me nlng. Cheer me up everyday. Bye for now. . .

Friday the 13th.

This day was cursed. it is like UH!!!!! burden. burden. burden. X(

hopefully.

i'm feeling uninspired.
I hope my mood brightens tomorrow…

like right now..

I often talk to myself. I also play out situations that I would like to happen. =))

sorry.

I’m sorry I constantly want to talk to you. I’m sorry when you take long to reply, I get sad. I’m sorry if I say things that might piss you off. I'm sorry if I come off as annoying. I'm sorry if you don't wanna talk to me as much as I wanna talk to you. I'm sorry if I think about you too much & too often. I'm sorry if I say things I don't really mean. I'm sorry if I tell you about my pointless drama when you don't really care. I'm sorry if I come off as being clingy, but its just me missing you.

STRESS.

Those six letters sum up my week. I’m literally physically sick but I can’t really take a break right now. There’s too much to do. There’s really no option but to carry on.

Anyway, although my week seems dark and heavy, there are always those glorious spots of sunshine and fun.

eef! >:(

I really miss the time I spent with you. Its so awesome. I really miss what we used to be. Although how many girls I met since you left. I found no one can replace you. the way you talk, the way you call my name, the way you make me laugh. its so different compared to the others. you couldn't be compared. I miss you. I hate it when i miss you but i can't do anything about it. eef! >:[

missin'

I miss us looking like a couple. I miss us near acting like it. If you approached me and asked me to do any of those things we made up, I would. I'd do anything for you.

HOOOOT.

Some girls are born beautiful, others are beautiful thanks to make-up, but nothing’s more beautiful than girls who look good without make-up or with sweat.
and the girls who’s getting hotter, especially when their hair is ruined. and their sweat is flowing from their faces.

HOOOT.

detached.

Why am I so unable to cope with the fact I can't have you?
I fall in love, then get over you. i don't have the guts for that!
I can't make up my mind when it comes to you. Like right now.
I'm sitting here and in my head I feel 'detached' from you.
But my stomach, heart and throat all lock up.
Either way, I want my heart to stay. :|

HowS?

I don't understand how you can smile all day long but cry yourself to sleep at night.

How pictures never change but the people in them do.

How forever turns into a few short months that you'd do almost anything to get back.

How you can let go of something you once said you couldn't live without.

How even though you know something is best for you, it just hurts the same.

How the people who once wanted to spend every second with you, think a few minutes of their time is too much to spare.

How people make promises despite knowing how common it is for promises to be broken.

How people can erase you from their lives just because its easier than working things out.

where are you now?!

You showed me how to live like i do. If it wasn't for you I would never be who I am. I know I'll never see those days again and things will never be that way again but that's just how it goes, people change but I know I WON'T FORGET YOU.

To the love that left and took a piece of mY heart, where are you now? coz i'm thinking bout you..

Rawrrr!

I love the crowd... a party animal! ha! ha! ha!
Too many “friends”, I can’t easily tell which among them is real and not...

I hide my emotions...
Sometimes pretending to be always happy.
Sometimes, not giving even a hint of what I really feel.

Every time I enter a relationship, I give my all and believe “this is the One.”
I have so many ideas in mind...

They say I am an ideal boyfriend (not bragging)... coz I don’t care if my partner doesn’t really love me as long as I love her. I give my all...

I'm undoubtedly good-natured! Most of the time, people are confident to approach me because they know I will consider them.

So feel free to interrupt, I don't bite...hard. :)

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you are what you love, not what loves you. ,,.,mahalin nten c Christ above all. coz everyone may curse us, hurt us, leave us. but the Lord will always love you. :)

lucky nine?

i'ma let you know that i played cards with yen,aron and otep for the very first time. waaa! so hard to cheat.haha. sana c heart ganun. ndadaya. hmmm.

release.

haayy. love this day! nkpagbonding kme ng friend kong c yen na aalis na. haha. di tlga nkakasawa sa star sity. at kht nkakastress ang byahe worth it naman coz wensha soothes. babalikan ko yun! haha. but when i got home around 2am still hmmm...

alaala (~_^)

I Already Miss You

Looking back on everything,
I still remember your smile.
I wish things didn't end so soon,
And turn back time for awhile.

No matter how much it hurts,
I still love you so.
A part of me needs you so much,
Can't seem to let you go.

Knowing I won't be able to be with you,
Makes my heart cry out in pain.
I can't believe we won't talk anymore,
The thought makes me wanna go insane.

You’re my reason for waking up,
For the smile you see on my face.
Going a single day without you,
Makes me feel so out of place.

I was afraid of opening up,
Now I'm afraid of the next day.
Whenever I see you one last time,
I'm terrified of what you may say.

Ignoring what's inside of me
Pretending I've moved on
As if the feelings I once had
For her are somehow gone

But when I see her one last time,
I won't know what to do...
When she tells me that last goodbye,
I'll whisper,"I already miss you.."
For you are the love, I will forever miss. :(

know what?

haha. know what? i recently found out that my two young cousins, ay meron ng hmmm GiRL FRiENDS! haha. not 1. not 2. but 3. san kpa? katitibay ne? and they're 5th graders. haha. i was peeking kc nina kung cnu mga kchat nla thru fb. ayun! haha. better say "WoW". am proud of these guys. joke! :D

kaname.

ayun oh. kht wlang sentido kumon at oa si sousuke still seems to be sweet isn't? hahaha kaname must be grateful..

this day. ughh!!

What happens when it's time to let go of something you can't live without? :(

love hina..

At last! NARUSEGAWA and KEITARO, two lovers who kept a promise to each other are now happy together after all. dame nangyare kakatuluyan dn pla! haha. though keitarou has no luck in meeting women! still the girls in hinata-sou find keitarou very lovable. haha sana lng mgng hapy cla for NARU and KEITAROU... ^_^

all bout me. =))

Seems i have to say sumthing bout me as well.

Yow, my name is Nikko.

I hate when people say it wrong, so learn it.

I am Straight Edge.
So, I ^don't drink.
Or do drugs/smoke.
So if you do leave me alone.

Don't think you understand me with outtalking to me first.
Take the time to get to know me.
You can try to judge me first, but you don't stand a chance guessing anything about me.

I'm 16.
Born on 01-23-94.

Im honest, which can seem mean.
I won't pretend to save your feelings.
And if you really wanna know if I like you or not, well I just don't talk to people I don't want to deal with.

I love scary movies and cuddling.
Its pretty much amazing.
So let's?

If you like me, tell me.
I like people who are honest and straight forward.

I like girls who have lots in common with me.

Hair is super important to me, ponytail is good.
I like the chinese-look type, they are super adorable.
<33
You have to be smart to get a second look.

I'm often in my own little world.
&& get lost in my thoughts 24/7. (tss 24)
Feel free to interrupt, I don't bite...hard.

I can be quite cold and quiet unless I know you, then Im very talkative.
But I'm worth the challenge, I promise ;)

I'm pretty laid back, so don't be hyper around me.
You'll just end up annoying me.

I love eating.
Sweets are ^yummy.

ANiMe makes me smile.
I also like manga.
sumtyms i spend my whole day jz reading manga.
Naruto shippuden owns my life. haha exage

Let's play sometime.

I like playing DoTa!

Over all I'm a nice person.
It takes a lot to make me mad or make me "hate" you.

Wanna know something else?
Just ask, I'll prolly answer.

niku @ blogspot.

ahhh. i just created my own blogspot. =)

Yow! i'm Nikko Basilio. anyway my name doesn't matter as it should be, hehe

Me, ma actions, my opinions they matter.

i realize now that you shouldn't judge people straight away, gonna know them first.

i didn't lyk sum things bout me, i still don't.

maybe there is more good bout me than bad but the
bad sticks out further than the good.

so i've tried, still tryin' to improve, i don't want to
hurt people anymore..

so to evry1 i've ever hurt i am very very very very sorry and regret completely

i believe that doing this shows that i'm changing and i hope people realize this.

i've met sum1 who i really admire.. and b'coz of her i want to keep goin'

there will always be conflicts, and u will always do things u regret, but move on, 4get and 4gve.

so i thank evry1 of ma friends and thank evry1of my experiences good and bad.

it has made me and is makin' me a better person.

evry1 shud remember though no one is perfect watever perfect is.

names doesn't matter, personality does ~~~~~ so to love, friendship, trust forgiveness and moreur ~~~~~ the BEST X~X~X