alaala (~_^)

I Already Miss You

Looking back on everything,
I still remember your smile.
I wish things didn't end so soon,
And turn back time for awhile.

No matter how much it hurts,
I still love you so.
A part of me needs you so much,
Can't seem to let you go.

Knowing I won't be able to be with you,
Makes my heart cry out in pain.
I can't believe we won't talk anymore,
The thought makes me wanna go insane.

You’re my reason for waking up,
For the smile you see on my face.
Going a single day without you,
Makes me feel so out of place.

I was afraid of opening up,
Now I'm afraid of the next day.
Whenever I see you one last time,
I'm terrified of what you may say.

Ignoring what's inside of me
Pretending I've moved on
As if the feelings I once had
For her are somehow gone

But when I see her one last time,
I won't know what to do...
When she tells me that last goodbye,
I'll whisper,"I already miss you.."
For you are the love, I will forever miss. :(