sorry.

I’m sorry I constantly want to talk to you. I’m sorry when you take long to reply, I get sad. I’m sorry if I say things that might piss you off. I'm sorry if I come off as annoying. I'm sorry if you don't wanna talk to me as much as I wanna talk to you. I'm sorry if I think about you too much & too often. I'm sorry if I say things I don't really mean. I'm sorry if I tell you about my pointless drama when you don't really care. I'm sorry if I come off as being clingy, but its just me missing you.

STRESS.

Those six letters sum up my week. I’m literally physically sick but I can’t really take a break right now. There’s too much to do. There’s really no option but to carry on.

Anyway, although my week seems dark and heavy, there are always those glorious spots of sunshine and fun.

eef! >:(

I really miss the time I spent with you. Its so awesome. I really miss what we used to be. Although how many girls I met since you left. I found no one can replace you. the way you talk, the way you call my name, the way you make me laugh. its so different compared to the others. you couldn't be compared. I miss you. I hate it when i miss you but i can't do anything about it. eef! >:[

missin'

I miss us looking like a couple. I miss us near acting like it. If you approached me and asked me to do any of those things we made up, I would. I'd do anything for you.

HOOOOT.

Some girls are born beautiful, others are beautiful thanks to make-up, but nothing’s more beautiful than girls who look good without make-up or with sweat.
and the girls who’s getting hotter, especially when their hair is ruined. and their sweat is flowing from their faces.

HOOOT.

detached.

Why am I so unable to cope with the fact I can't have you?
I fall in love, then get over you. i don't have the guts for that!
I can't make up my mind when it comes to you. Like right now.
I'm sitting here and in my head I feel 'detached' from you.
But my stomach, heart and throat all lock up.
Either way, I want my heart to stay. :|

HowS?

I don't understand how you can smile all day long but cry yourself to sleep at night.

How pictures never change but the people in them do.

How forever turns into a few short months that you'd do almost anything to get back.

How you can let go of something you once said you couldn't live without.

How even though you know something is best for you, it just hurts the same.

How the people who once wanted to spend every second with you, think a few minutes of their time is too much to spare.

How people make promises despite knowing how common it is for promises to be broken.

How people can erase you from their lives just because its easier than working things out.